Today, first thing in the morning, say about 8:30 am, I got into a fight with a client. He was a jerk, he thinks I am a jerk, we yelled, it didn't end well. I was grumpy from that moment on. I yelled at Ben. I hated my day. Another client told me her case shouldn't be dismissed (even though she wasn't doing what she was supposed to be doing) simply for the reason that she had been a little under the weather. No sympathy. A little cold is not a good answer for a judge. I still hated my day and even hated the crazy woman that called and told me all about her son and how the credit card companies won't stop giving him credit cards. After 14 minutes and 37 seconds (I timed it) she finally explained the purpose of her call was because she needed to know exactly how to sue the credit card company for giving credit to her irresponsible son. I did not take that case. I ate my yummy salad for lunch and for some reason it did not taste as good as it usually does. Maybe because I didn't savor it like I usually do, but just ate in a rush knowing the emails were piling up. And they were REALLY piling up. I yelled at Ben again. I had to leave work early to take Steve to the airport and I secretly cursed Steve all the way home as I thought of how much work I had to do. Today started off as a bad day and I let the badness fester.
Tomorrow, I am going for a walk with my friend, outside....To get some fresh air and to start over. I am going for a walk outside and maybe to the fabric store. All the orderly patterns. Rows and Rows of neatly folded fabric. Tomorrow is going to be a good day. Tomorrow the bad day will be gone and a better one will take its place.
